tumblr you are so quiet
i think that is what i love about it here. no one comments and hardlly anyone reads this. This qoute pretty much describes how i feel right now
“it’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life… You have no idea what I’m talking about, I’m sure.”
Tonight was perfect, school and saw igor and came home took care of my sick dad for a little and then Alex and me met up for 15 minutes and smoked a ciggarette together. We were talking and I remembered how last year for my birthday he did not get me anything and avoided me for three days leaving me crying and then I htought of christmas coming and how if I could I’d buy Justin everything he wanted because as a friend and a person he has just made me so happy that I feel like I owe him.I cant wait to give him his christmas present, I can wait for everyhting I am actually excited about the days passing and the faces changing and the leaves growing.
He picked me up and we went to starbucks, of course he didn’t let me pay and then we sat and talked and then we drove around a little in his jaguar haah and parked near my house and sat in the backseat and cuddled and listened to music and kissed. I miss him already and cant wait for saturday were going to the movies and friday is pam’s party.
kghfja so happpy <3
cant wait to see the look on his face when I give him his present :D
