First real snowfall
was tonight and I wish I could be with you for it.
Today sucked, working a shitty job just to keep me preoccupied and out of trouble and to buy me some more shiny things that don’t even matter to me just make me look better to other people.
I dont know why today im so depressed, maybee it’s the snow.
maybe I was too happy that now I’m crashing down for the night.
maybe because I miss you.
Maybe, just maybe it’s me. all my own fucking doing.
khsorh I’m trying to stay happy and positive so i’m gonna be the corny asshole I am and make a list of things that happened today to make me happy.
