sleepy head
ciggarettes, lots and lots of cigarettes and smoke forming in front of my face. chaped lips and warm lighters.
I have the worst lock-jaw ever it’s rather painful.
though it’s been a day the Coke is still fresh in my system.
Traces of white powder on my raw white nose and the intoxicating numbing feeling is crawling up my throat, itching, thirsting, fiending. Me and Rachel just layed there, she asked me which I like better the Intense beating of my heart and cold sweat or the utterlly numb feeling.I told her the numb feeling.”why does coke make me happy” “I dont know but it does and all i wanna do is be happy but it turns into one vicious cycle” I said to her.
She needs to come back soon, I need more and dont want to go another day without it.
